

3-7-08I try to hide behind my lies but facades carry you only so far. Try as I might, the simple truth remains.3-7-08
Resistance is futile. Inevitability is our enemy if change does not end up in our favor.
Our perception alters our reality and I was only hoping I could leave my outlook solely to the ether.
Nothing occurs in isolation but I can only attempt to quarantine any inkling of pessimism or negativity, so that none shall be further affected by anything other than their own.
I know some resistance is necessary and a positive or conducive force but not wanting to show your true colors does n


Heart WrenchedMerciless, ceaseless, agonizing awareness. Terror. Torment. Fear.Heart Wrenched


About 3 years agoDear God, I don't need this again. I don't need an upsurge of the past. I don't need to wonder for days on end about why it wasn't sustained like it should have been. It was the best thing I had ever had through and through. Why couldn't it have been me and you? Why could we have not seen through the rash idiocy and decision making? How come I couldn't see what you were trying to tell me that morning? I am in misery with the what ifs and the woulda-shoulda-couldas. I can't believe how wrong that decision was. It's been three years and I'm still feeling that pang in my heart. I know wAbout 3 years ago


shorter albeit with impact"Don't say I'm not in touch with this rampant chaos, your reality"-Evanescenceshorter albeit with impact
Ugh...............
Half the time you don't even see it coming cuz it's already there. Deep inside it lies only to emerge violently, wreaking havoc. I'm stuck inside this world I live in, no key made to discover. Someone special is allowed to follow but once you get sucked in, you don't get spat out....no heroes come around here to rescue the one you're trying to be.
The hardest thing is trying to firmly and honestly believe in your capability and the possibility I can be unabsorbed from this vortex. &n


EuphoriaI'm afraid, that I may not be able to see you againEuphoria
I'm afraid, that I have lost myself in you
It's my fear, holding me, back again.
Live with me, live through me, learn to breathe in the day
Loving me, Having me, Beckoned from the outside in
You have me wrapped around your finger
Loving you, Dreaming through, snatching what is left of my innocence.
I can feel, my pulse pound, in my fragile chest when I touch your back
I can feel, this sugar, reach into your voice
Is this real? Have you bewitched me?
Ripping out my


EclipseIn a moment, the Earth will turn blackEclipse
What you've lost you can't bring back
In a lifetime, cords connect us, intertwined
Destiny, sparkling purple, won't let me sleep tonight.
In a second, the world can change, shattered pieces, next to everything
In this barren earth, I search for you, calling out your name
For a lifetime, as my fear corrupts me, I swear, I'll take the blame
Candle light is growing dim, as I lay on my bed, everywhere I lay my head
Drown my sunlight, eclipse my world, I take back every word I said.
As I'm fall


Damnation{Won't let you pull me down}Damnation
Your sacraments, too much to bear. Scratching out your mind to numb the pain.
Your denial, all spirals down, comes crashing to the ground
Heaven save my soul, before I turn to lunacy and rage. Heaven rescue me before the world opens up its jaws, the earth becomes my cage.
Fragile, but I'm strong enough
A denial. Trapt in your hate, your lust
Follow me, awaiting the moment I fell. A denial
Lead me down to Hell.....
Your eyes want to close, sleep forever
Collapse. Waiting to shred you to pieces


EpiphanyIf I could touch, that skin of yoursEpiphany
Breathe in deep, it belongs to me
How can you not see that I worship the ground you walk on?
Waiting for you to go to bed, close your eyes and dream
I'm watching you, dreaming while awake, breathe the breath you breathe.
The waters not as deep as it seems
How it's ice one day, and water the other
Epiphany, I woke up and I realized, I can't breathe without you
Can't bleed the blood through. If you don't know, then no one can have you.
Didn't mean to freeze your soul, but after all, it was mea
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I'm not sorry so I won't say I am.
It's your fault.
by muah.
^^
<3
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STRAND
of a memory.
SHARD
of a heart.
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"I realize what I am now too smart to mention...."
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Art is a point of view. Look around.
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Art is a point of view. Look around.
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You can kinda tell what it is...But, anyway...it's for you.
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I'm not sorry so I won't say I am.
It's your fault.
There...it was one of those.
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I'm not sorry so I won't say I am.
It's your fault.
you are magical
=3
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Just like a rose...
love has it's thorns <3
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