

3-7-08I try to hide behind my lies but facades carry you only so far. Try as I might, the simple truth remains.3-7-08
Resistance is futile. Inevitability is our enemy if change does not end up in our favor.
Our perception alters our reality and I was only hoping I could leave my outlook solely to the ether.
Nothing occurs in isolation but I can only attempt to quarantine any inkling of pessimism or negativity, so that none shall be further affected by anything other than their own.
I know some resistance is necessary and a positive or conducive force but not wanting to show your true colors does n


Heart WrenchedMerciless, ceaseless, agonizing awareness. Terror. Torment. Fear.Heart Wrenched


About 3 years agoDear God, I don't need this again. I don't need an upsurge of the past. I don't need to wonder for days on end about why it wasn't sustained like it should have been. It was the best thing I had ever had through and through. Why couldn't it have been me and you? Why could we have not seen through the rash idiocy and decision making? How come I couldn't see what you were trying to tell me that morning? I am in misery with the what ifs and the woulda-shoulda-couldas. I can't believe how wrong that decision was. It's been three years and I'm still feeling that pang in my heart. I know wAbout 3 years ago
Remembrance

SalvationYou don't know me, do you? Can you see?Salvation
I believe, touch me, feel me
I've cried a dozen tears, if suffering comes naturally
Can you judge, do you judge, my price for morality
I believe, open up my soul! You're not there today!
Open up my soul, my heart belonged to you
Sacrifice my world, this pain can you undo?
I can feel your wounds in my hand, every nail
Will I burn in Hell? For loving me before you?
You call me selfish, you are selfless
Dying for what I still face every single day
I am left without


ForgivenI breathe deep, enchantmentForgiven
Not a day has passed since I don't remember my hurt
I have hurt myself. In all of this I asked you to take away my pain
All this time, I've forgotten, I'm not the only one, who hurts inside.
Let me drink it away
You are forgiven, through storms you put me through
You are forgiven, I've been searching for the source of this
I undo. I won't take your scars, I take them away. They end.
You are forgiven again.
Ink has lost life on this paper. Am I blamed for that?
And I've burned in each of


Don't Take Me BackDon't dare rip me from my worldDon't Take Me Back
Don't dare tear me back in
I swear, I'll be quiet won't say a word
I care enough not to care
Don't take me back......
I want to end my world today
Sleeping, breathing suicide, please stay
The saddest part of it all, I can't shed a tear
No one will listen to me
Silence, drowning in misery.....
Don't dare rip me from my world
Don't tear me back in
I swear, I'll be quiet won't say a word
I've hid behind this mask in fear
Take it off, I
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I'm not sorry so I won't say I am.
It's your fault.
by muah.
^^
<3
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STRAND
of a memory.
SHARD
of a heart.
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"I realize what I am now too smart to mention...."
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Art is a point of view. Look around.
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Art is a point of view. Look around.
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You can kinda tell what it is...But, anyway...it's for you.
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I'm not sorry so I won't say I am.
It's your fault.
There...it was one of those.
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I'm not sorry so I won't say I am.
It's your fault.
you are magical
=3
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Just like a rose...
love has it's thorns <3
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