K. I haven't been on here for an eternity. I've had a lot of ups and downs since and don't wish to recap. Currently the following is in the process of happening.

1. Going to UNC hospital to get medicine for migraines. Apparently my vertigo I've suffered with for months (any day could bring altering degrees of severity and accompanying symptoms), was related to migraines. It's extremely hard to diagnose because the vertigo most often occurs during a headache-free period, although it does occur during and before migraines. Nausea, dizziness, lightheadedness, heavy eyes, imbalance...blah blah blah... Mix the typical vertigo symptoms and migraine symptoms and you've pretty much got it. Well, I've have to be vigilant and relentless in pursuing what was disintegrating the quality of my life. I've still not quite gotten it back but I'm SO much closer in obtaining it. It's either called vestibular migraine or migraine-associated vestibulopathy and is only figured out by a process of elimination. I went through a test no one is really familiar with as well as a MRI to make sure there wasn't an underlying structural cause.

1a. I know most people don't care or I don't talk to ppl on here much anymore so it doesn't matter but I thought I'd just make the effort and put it out there.

2. I have putting job applications in like crazy and one might have bitten. I was interviewed and I'm waiting for a call back for the final decision. I have a couple other prospects. I'm already allocating my money from my projected monthly wages.

3. I just got dealt a major blow that I think I saw coming but didn't think would happen either way...[between writing most of this and having to do some housework]. Thankfully I feel I can handle this in some manner.

4. My sister has been home from living in California for a little over a week now. She's staying for an indefinite period but we do know it's at least a few months.

5. Within a month of two I will be getting a medical educative intuitive reading. Thank the gods and universe for that!

6. The school I need to go to for veterinary technician is an hour each way...maybe I can acquire a short lease or something or sustain a job that'll give the gas money.

7. I feel simultaneously strong and unsure of myself. Fun :rolls eyes: . ...but intriguing.